In Bloom

flower

I saw you

Yellowing my day out of its blackness.

A single bud to a single green stem,

Nourishing my soil with your striped seeds.

Releasing your fruits into wings,

Watching them flee with your rations,

Yet lacking your own necessities.

Unsheltered from the future freeze

Eventually wilting, leaving your stem undressed,

Gone forever, remembered never the less.

But still I saw you.

I wrote this poem about a year after my grandfather or as I called him, my Popi, died. I was organizing some my photographs and came across the one pictured above. I took it a few days after he had passed, the day my family and I arrived at his house. That flower was growing randomly beside his front steps and I was inspired to write a poem about it. This one is for you Popi and I think you know exactly what it means. 

Inked- Part 3

But the man who has doubts is condemned if he eats, because his eating is not from faith; and everything that does not come from faith is sin. – Romans 14:23

He wears sleeves

To warm chills of abstracted motifs

To cool the warmth of picturesque memoirs

 

His graffiti is synesthetic

Illusions of appetizing anecdotes

Silhouettes of fragrant fairy tales

 

His typography is aesthetic

Caricatures of gritty gossip

Shadows of silent sagas

 

I’m a voyeur of his decorations

My prejudiced perspective is absorbed in aspiration

 

I trace the lines and devour the iconography

His delicious artwork entices me with each sting of his needle

 

The ache animates my need of markings

My life without your canvas is an allegory of nothingness

 

Render me of your palette

Please permanent me with your stains

Fireplace

Chills of despair

Shivers of unaccomplished aspirations

Trapped in rectangular barriers

Then a spark is lit

Warming the embers of adolescent fears

Calming the nerves that are kindled by constant worries

Its flame starts to grow

The luminosity attracts stares of hope

Creating a gathering of oxygen fueled breaths

The smoke spills into the lungs

Igniting an ardor inside the soul

Its burn scorches the layers of the past

Illuminating the fresh flares that exist in the rebirth

The intensity starts to melt the doubters’ lenses

Causing a backing away, a revolt

But the radiant inferno continues to sparkle

In its containment in the fireplace